nota kehilangan

siape yang merase kehilanagn bila abang or kaka dye takde kat sisi kita?especially yg pernah rapat dgn abg or kakak?
angkat tangan aku nak tengok,
aku?i'm not going ti raise my hands coz' ok,here's a few reason,


1.abg aku dulu dok skola asrama,for 5 years.and after he enter the school,kitorang mmg da tak rapat and tak mesra,he's got his first fon when he's in form1,so he's buzy wif his fon,his fren,his gurlfren,such as MJ,NN and many of them untill i can't even remember,haha.then in 2006,wak alim oferring him an overseas study,in indonesia under a pedoman kemas agency,this agency is for student who dont get a best result in their exams but want to enter a medic life,so,he accepted it,so,start dari situ,kitorang mmg tk rapataku pon dok asrama,die kat indon,takkan aku nak kol dye kat asrama kot?so,that's my story wif my abang,



2.next,kakak aku or specificnye kembar aku.ok,first,we got an "offer" to enter a boarding school at sabak bernam.teh first three years,we always togheter,idk why we didnt have any other frens,it really freak me aout,watever,that was 5 years ago.then wawa tak dapat result yg membanggakan dalam PMR,specificnye 2A saje,dan aku 5A,cukup2 makan sahajela,so she has to move out from the school,for those 2 years,i'm trying tofit in wif many groups,BIBIK's group,IKA's group,RAHMAH class's group,SYAKIRAH CLASS's group,even HIDAYAH class's group.see,how desperate i am to get a fren.and that's why i dont even have a specific group.i cant really fit in wif everybody,i'm a freak girl,maybe they thinki'm a mess in their group,but paling lame aku stuck ngan group bibik sebab dye roomate aku,


sejujurnye aku da tak rase ape2 bile abg and wawa pergi dari rumah untuk balik ke unuversiti,lepas ni aku pulak kan,boarding school ngan universiti lain kan?

really looking forward it!!!
really hope i can live my life after this,
=)